Vin Scully 1978

i try to stay

ten steps ahead

i don't blend in

i am in the clear leader

or i'd rather be dead

i don't drag with cans

or coat tails 

I move fast

not like snails

yet go nowhere

at all

it's not even interesting to see

but,..

I am in command

and

i seek nostalgia

and just like the pros

the experts

would

Vin Scully and tears

the past 

Crack open the beers

and enjoy what i do

i make fun of you

and us all

too

such a big brain i have

i'll never fall

someday day i'll be dead yeah sure

me too

but

i'll be better than you

at least

and you and you too

but what good will it do ?

anyway

One thousand years from now

we're all dead

just the same

history

as dead as Lincoln

No longer thinkin'

Dirt in the ground

and bones

Yes

I was this genius way back then

but no one ever found me

I could have done huge

but lack of discovery

and no recovery

for useless lost

muse

they just look at addicts

who now rot in attics

so genius

so gifted

so young

one syllable names

they drive you insane

but you love it

just like a dove

they fly above it

us

the meager

ordinary men

we are not special 

Yes

they analyze

tweakers

they worship

false

speakers

who get high on meth

or heroin

leading us to

their amazing

brew

of ideas

We are so short

not the chosen few

like them

And your writing is wack

i'm way better

i'm like Cs Lewis

on crack

while your full of shit

and you just stew in it

admit it

you think you're so great

but it is I who leads

you just masturbate

you liar

your soul

will end up in fire

in hell below

and where you belong

and the devil will force You

to hear all

my

songs

And

over and over

yes

for eternity

your punishment is grim

for messing with Him

the Lord

and me !

we are tight

brothers

like if Dr. Joyce

druthers

Me and Christ

and God

and the guys 

we rule over you

We're the chosen few

You are just lies

and we rule her thighs !

too

We know all you do

we see right through You

you are a fake poet

a false muse

so untrue

its no use

your Half truths

and outright lies !

and at night you just cry

and Pray

Go away !

We're better than you !

We are cultured in time

We drink a great goop

We mix up this soup

with vitamins supreme

and we eat raw garlic

and fart our cancer cells

who cares if it smells

And in 1978, i discovered the great game

lured

by the jerseys 

skewered

by society

their ways

too weird

but I got even weirder

all alone,...