Showing posts with label henry rollins words. Show all posts
Showing posts with label henry rollins words. Show all posts

Thursday, April 16, 2020

Mitt Romney And the Elite Rinos and Sunsets and Taffy and Love All Around, We Ran Aground,.....

  • and try to fight
  • And you better pack a lunch
  • or Palos Verdes
  • Brunch
  • And go
  • Prepare Your bank !
  • Your Account
  • The Saudi Money is coming in
  • Today
  • At 1
  • So be there !
  • In the sun

And
So Fun !!
Screw the Rest !!
We're the Best !

  • And
  • You're up against
  • The Anti-American
  • Right

  • Test !

  • The Alt-Bright !!
  • Yes
  • Just go !!
  • and pound salt
  • I'm the right alt
  • The alternative
  • Go ride a bike
  • or take a hike
  • Cause i'm about to drop the mic
  • again
  • Cause i leave you
  • feeling dead
  • The communists are Red's
  • the most fucked up shit
  • you've ever read
  • And you fled !
  • nothing you can do
  • it doesn't bore
  • and you can't ignore it
  • and sure you can relate
  • Straight up !
  • you can feel the hate
  • too
  • it reminds you of you
  • And me too
  • sometimes
  • at least

  • Now Go
  • with family
  • And see
  • enjoy that feast
  • And show
  • the beast
  • the number
  • We bought at Von's
  • Ted killed
  • with his gun
  • And we grilled
  • on the holiday
  • fun
  • where the sisters
  • come and play
  • Whores
  • happy
  • philandering 
  • and everybody fights
  • and
  • its not alright
  • and
  • she leaves you 
  • Cold !
  • exhausted
  • mentally
  • emotionally
  • spent
  • got to walk outside
  • so drained
  • feeling insane and

  • the paradox of life

  • it makes no sense
  • its apprehensive
  • its aim is bent
  • And
  • a beautiful sunset
  • a beautiful freeze
  • global warming
  • and
  • the disease
  • cooked up in labs
  • And maybe by Chinese
  • Hacked
  • and certainly not by Christ
  • but rather
  • organized
  • by Dr. Evil
  • And Zuck
  • Oh Fuck
  • And Cyber Queers
  • We fear
  • and other leftists
  • and elite rightists
  • And the Cheney Command !!
  • Boll weevils 
  • and imagine that
  • Mitt Romney
  • he's just a another Comney
  • And in the End
  • Not your 
  • Friend
  • at all
  • and much like the rest
  • the Latter Day Saint's
  • it's all about the cash
  • and gold
  • and
  • His Son's Life
  • He gave
  • and
  • They ain't
  • being Saved
  • Sorry Mitt
  • Oh shit
  • Sorry
  • But
  • not the best
  • Failed the test
  • Couldn't erect
  • or the elect
  • Just confetti 
  • and brain
  • spaghetti 
  • left to their devices
  • and her thighs
  • she tells lies
  • and right now
  • she's telling you
  • One
  • fool !
  • too
  • And you listen
  • your ears Glisten
  • love is all around
  • but so many just frown
  • And True
  • Christ Beams down
  • not Muhammad
  • or confuse
  • or Shinto
  • you choose you lose
  • and you snooze
  • eternity
  • in hell
  • Christ is the risen 
  • And
  • High for you and me
  • He Lives !
  • And Loves
  • supposedly
  • And I'm not completely sure
  • or sold
  • and I'm getting old
  • too
  • but my aim is true
  • i think i know !

  • Merriam-Webster

  • Now just listen to this Wankster
  • the Christian Merry Prankster
  • Is here !
  • A Super Hero !
  • Now !
  • No drugs !
  • But just like Zappa !
  • My Brain "Is" the drug !
  • And swept
  • under the rug
  • too
  • And when I was a child
  • I stepped on
  • a bug !
  • Yes 
  • He gave his life
  • And for YOU !
  • for the time is short 
  • Panic !
  • Last night God told me
  • i swear
  • And
  • i swear to God
  • its true
  • i'm taking you all to Heaven
  • pictures at 11
  • And Granny is happy
  • her mind is going
  • let her be
but to get there
you all must
go through my hell
And
Don't worry !
You'll dwell
i dream up this all
 i wrote the matrix
yes i wrote you
and you and you too
this is all my dream
and you you're stuck in it
in the shit
the Ashaw
Valley
the battle
the Death rattle
Yes !!
you are here now
all of you
with me
in my stew
i created
and i don't know how or when
but i wrote THIS all
the hero's and villains
I appall 
and i'm doing it again
yes i wrote Columbus
i dreamed him
Hitler too
'Was cooked up
For You !
And me
to study
and analyze
test your tries
and i thought up Manson and Monroe
and Lincoln too
and Woodrow Wilson,.,..and Roosevelt ,...i made them socialist
One day
at the zoo
just me having fun
and i gave your granny cancer
i made your sister a dancer
and the way i wrote her
she wouldn't date me
in fact
she hates me
Well
because
to me
its funner that way
and Rollins once said
there's nothing liking
finding  someone when your lonely
that makes you want to be all alone
or even
dead
don't Moan 
And she got maimed 
and i don't blame him
for i wrote that too
yes i wrote
me and you
just a simple dream
one million years ago
I had
but then i dropped bad acid
and then they
dropped me on
my head
and round and round
it goes
it never stops now
We're dead !!
yes
for you and me !
we're all stuck in the twilight zone
can't you Learn and see ??
yes  those people outside
with no masks
who walk around
and coughing
are now they 
the only ones left
abound
and so Profound
and who keep spreading
whats left of the disease !
around
but that pleases
me
too
i crafted that
perfectly
Duh
And Jennifer Aniston and Aveeno
i keep her aging nicely
her monies rolling in
the sum she doesn't need
Her dwindling
ego
you feed
got to keep the face-time
The fame
and of course
the greed
So course 
of course of course 
is a horse a horse
And now
I am stuck indoors
like you
so bored and angry and happy
that i don't have to go out
i don't want to
anyway
that
i am left
to write poetry
Sac-religious
Religiulous
raped
and hated
and certainly
debated
with
And Yes !
we are definitely
created
not evolved
and God sent
dinosaurs
and bones
to confuse
evidence
and booze
choose it or me
choose science
or faith
ufo's
or the Word
scriptures
you have heard
but you are unsure
here
until that moment
you are dying
then like most
you are crying
and begging for
forgiveness
no atheists
in the trenches
then and yen
no money
can help you
then,, 




Thursday, April 9, 2020

Letter To A Douchebag i just discovered today ! In my old emails from April 2010 !! WOW - LISTEN TO THIS ANGER !

HELLO !

WHEN YOU ADDRESS ME SPEAKING OVER THE PHONE, PLEASE TREAT ME WITH COURTESY AND RESPECT AS I AM A HUMAN BEING WHO IS TURNING 45 YEARS OLD ON APRIL 27 AND WHO IS MARRIED !!

DO NOT SPEAK TO ME IN A BELITTLING MANNER AS IF I AM A CHILD - I AM NOT !

SOMETIMES OUT THERE, I MAKE MISTAKES LIKE ANY OTHER PERSON AND I AM BY NO MEANS PERFECT I KNOW WELL !

I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO BE WORRIED ABOUT MY JOB AND HEARING THINGS LIKE YOU'RE GOING TO 'SPLIT UP MY ROUTE AND OR TAKE AWAY POOLS FROM ME,...I NEED MONEY LIKE ANYONE ELSE AND I WORK VERY HARD OUT THERE

I AM NOT LIKE OTHER PEOPLE. WHEN I FEEL THAT I AM BEING TREATED POORLY, IT BREAKS MY SPIRIT AND MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SHIT AND THEN I DON'T WORK WELL - No,.. it won't make me work harder when I  hear shit,..AND THINGS LIKE TILE DON'T GET CLEANED AND WALLS DON'T GET BRUSHED,., that's B.s !! Cause' ..WHEN I AM ANGRY AND I FEEL SOMEBODY DOESN'T REALLY LIKE ME, THEN I DO NOT WORK WELL AT 100 % ,, sorta like anybody else too !!


AND 'YET' I STILL STRIVE TO WORK GOOD ! AND FOR YOU !!

IF YOU TRULY DON'T LIKE, RESPECT, OR REGARD ME,..THEN I KNOW I CAN'T FORCE YOU TO OR MAKE YOU !! BUT I AM SICK OF WRITING THESE LETTERS AND SAYING THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER TO YOU LIKE A BROKEN RECORD,...ITS A WASTE OF MY TIME,..I cannot Quit this Job right now in 2010 No way ; this Gig pays my rent, MY LIFE ! AND I WORK HARD,.. I SHOULDN'T have to worry just because you wanna make room for more of your Family members from Asia ! Buddy !! Fuck that !!


And further more !

SIMPLY SPEAK TO ME WITH RESPECT AND COMMON COURTESY. YOU WOULDN'T LIKE SOMEONE SPEAKING TO YOU THAT WAY !! You wouldn't want someone speaking to your son, wife, or daughter that way either ! PAL !!

MY WIFE AND MY FRIEND JIMMY HEAR THE VOICE MAILS THAT YOU LEAVE ,..ALL THAT FUCKING SHIT !! ,..SOMETIMES BEFORE I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO ERASE THEM AND IT MAKES ME LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT - THEY SAY TO ME THIS; THEY SAY; "HOW CAN YOU WORK FOR A GUY LIKE THAT WHO CLEARLY DOESN'T LIKE OR RESPECT YOU ?? ITS STUPID !!"


AND I'M LIKE ,.."WHAT THE FUCK CAN I DO,..I 'BEEN THERE 14 YEARS AND I'M 45 NOW !"

WELL,...I DON'T REALLY GIVE A SHIT ! ALL I KNOW IS I AM A DAMN GOOD WORKER OUT THERE FOR YOU ( and other's too ) FOR OVER 13 YEARS AND I HAVE HARDLY EVER EVEN MISSED ONE DAY OF WORK - AND I VERY RARELY ,...VERY SELDOM DO I EVER HEAR YOU SAY ANYTHING GOOD ABOUT ME !! YOU SEEM TO KEY IN ON EVERY MISTAKE AND ONLY NOTICE ALL THAT'S BAD ABOUT ME !! Like some Fucking School teacher with a vendetta !

YOU DON'T BACK ME UP OR PUT IN GOOD WORDS FOR ME AGAINST CUSTOMERS WHO SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT ME Unfairly !!,...AND LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING; I AM 'NOT' KNOWN AS A BAD POOL MAN OUT THERE,...BUT WHEN PEOPLE GO OUT THERE AND INTENTIONALLY BAD MOUTH ME TO OTHERS, IT SPREADS AROUND the community AND THEN IT GETS BACK TO ME WHEN I TRY TO TAKE ON MY OWN ACCOUNTS !! AND OFTEN WITH SOME STRANGER THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW AND HAVE NEVER MET,.....I 'KNOW' THAT JOHN *******R (AND OTHERS) HAVE GONE AROUND TOWN MORE THAN A TIME OR TWO AND SAID SOME BAD SHIT ABOUT ME !! LIKE I HAVE SAID,...THIS MAKES "ALL" OF US POOLMEN LOOK NOT PRO !! AND IT MAKES US LOOK RETARDED !! Cause everyone out there fucking makes MISTAKES NOW N THEN ,..DUH ,..BUT I RARELY DO !!

WHEN PEOPLE GO AROUND AND REPEAT THE SAME OLD 'CLARK CLICHE'S' LIKE "CLARK'S FULL OF SHIT AND HE NEVER KNOWS WHAT HES TALKIN' ABOUT' WELL,...THAT MAKES US ALL LOOK LIKE IDIOTS AND I DON'T DO THAT TO PEOPLE - EVEN 'IF' THEY AIN'T THE BEST POOL GUY IN THE WORLD,..AND I KNOW,..BECAUSE I HAVE GONE AROUND IN MY DAY AND FIXED ALOT OF PEOPLE'S PROBLEMS AND SHIT AT POOLS THAT THEY DID WRONG !! TO MANY PEOPLE, I AM KNOWN AS A GOOD POOL GUY BUT I GUESS TO YOU I AM NOT AND OH WELL,..I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO IMPRESS YOU I GUESS


LOL !

BUT I LIKE MY JOB,...A JOB THAT PAYS WELL AND I DON'T WANT TO QUIT OR HAVE TO HEAR THAT 'SOME OF MY POOLS ARE GONNA GET TAKEN AWAY" -->THAT'S NOT A SOLUTION

I WILL ALWAYS TRY AND DO MY BEST TO WORK FOR YOU BUT AS YOU WOULD SAY; "YOU GOTTA DO YOUR PART TOO' AND TREAT CLARK WITH SOME NICENESS ONCE IN A WHILE AND DON'T GET MAD AT ME JUST BECAUSE I DEFEND MYSELF AND SPEAK UP FOR MYSELF ONCE IN A WHILE WHEN I FEEL THAT I AM TREATED LIKE CRAP !!

I WORK TOO HARD FOR THIS TYPE OF TREATMENT AND ONCE AGAIN, I REMIND YOU THAT I AM 45 YEARS OLD !! I'M ACTUALLY 'OLDER' THAN YOU ARE MY FRIEND !! SO WATCH THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME !! BUDDY !

I DO NOT WANT TO WRITE ANY MORE LETTERS LIKE THIS EVER AGAIN ! ITS A WASTE OF MY FINGERS AND TIME.... AND I'M GETTING FUCKING SICK OF IT ,.. DO YOU HEAR ME ???

I AM A HUMAN BEING WITH DIGNITY AND JUST TREAT ME NICE !! YOU DON'T HAVE TO RUN UP AND BE MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD - JUST BE COOL TO ME MAN !! I WORK HARD FOR YOU OUT THERE !! AND ,.. FOR A LONG TIME...

I DON'T WANNA HAVE TO DRIVE AWAY FROM JOB SITES BECAUSE I SEE YOU OR TONY THERE AND I AM AFRAID OF BEING DISRESPECTED,...THAT'S BULLSHIT !! I AM A NICE GUY USUALLY AND THE PATTERN IS THAT PEOPLE PISS ME OFF - AND 'THEN' I GET MAD AND I YELL,..AND I'M SICK OF THAT !! WHEN IT'S THEIR FUCKING FAULT FOR STARTING SHIT OUT OF NOWHERE,.. !!

ALL YOU GUYS GOTTA DO IS BE COOL TO ME THE WAY THAT NICK IS COOL (AND FOR THE MOST PART SO TOO ARE B*** AND T***),....I DON'T DO ANYTHING BAD TO BOTHER YOU - DO I ??

OFTEN, I WILL GO TO A POOL AFTER THERE IS A SUPPOSED BIG BLOW UP ON MY PHONE ANSWERING MACHINE,...AND THE POOL DOESN'T EVEN LOOK THAT BAD FOR EXAMPLE,..TODAY WHEN I WENT TO C***** DE LA C*****,...THERE WAS A LITTLE YELLOW MUSTARD ALGAE BUT IT WASN'T HORRIBLE... IT WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT AND the guy there even said it, he said he was mad at you , 'had nothing to DO WITH ME !! AT ALL ,...SO I FIND OUT TODAY !!

MAY I REMIND YOU THAT WHEN YOU GO TO A POOL, YOU NEVER KNOW THE WHOLE ENTIRE SITUATION,...CLARK MAY BE AROUND THE CORNER AND EATING LUNCH,...OR THE WHOLE POOL MAY HAVE BEEN FILLED WITH DUCK CRAP !! (LIKE C*****DE  LA ****** WAS),...ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS BE KIND AND COURTEOUS AND RESPECTFUL TOWARDS ME - REMEMBER,....CLARK IS A PERSON TOO,...WHEN PEOPLE TREAT ME LIKE SHIT,..THEN OTHERS LOSE RESPECT FOR ME TOO !! AND I WORK WAY WAY TOO HARD FOR THAT,..BUT IN THE END, IT IS "YOU" THAT WILL LOSE,..with bullshit like that !!

I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS WHEN I SEE YOU BECAUSE WE AREN'T GONNA ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING OR GET ANYWHERE....I UNDERSTAND THAT NO ONES EVER GONNA REALLY LIKE OR RESPECT ME ,...ALL I CAN DO IS WORK HARD,..I AM NOT OUT TO 'PROVE' ANYTHING,..ITS POINTLESS AT THIS POINT WHERE I AM NEARLY 50 AN' ALL !!


WHEN YOU DISRESPECT ME (LIKE I KNOW YOU DID IN FRONT OF MATT BACK IN 2001 AND 2002 WHERE I NEARLY GOT FIRED FOR NOTHING) OR THE WAY YOU PROBABLY DO WITH TONY TODAY (TONY TREATS ME LIKE AN IDIOT AND HE ALWAYS PUTS A QUESTION MARK ON ALL THE NOTES THAT I LEAVE FOR HIM AT POOLS - BUT THOSE NOTES ARE IMPORTANT - I AIN'T MESSIN' AROUND,....WHEN I LEAVE A NOTE,..I MEAN SERIOUS SHIT BUSINESS !! WHEN I WANT YELLOW TREAT PUT IN, THEN 'THAT'S' WHAT THE FUCK I WANT WHETHER I'M GONNA GET IT OR NOT !!

TONY SHOULD UNDERSTAND THAT I AM A SERIOUS POOL MAN WHO HAS BEEN DOING THIS FOR NEARLY 18 YEARS BUT FOR SOME REASON ,.... - HE DOESN'T !! AND I THINK I KNOW THE REASON !!

IN THE FUTURE, TRY PUTTING IN A GOOD WORD AND TELL PEOPLE THAT ; "CLARK'S A GREAT POOL GUY - HE KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING" TRY THAT ONE ON !! FOR A CHANGE ! LOL

WHEN SOME LADY AT A POOL COMPLAINS, THAT DOESN'T AUTOMATICALLY MEAN THAT SHE IS RIGHT AND CLARK IS WRONG !! OFTEN, ...QUITE OFTEN, I WILL GO TO A SUPPOSED 'PROBLEM' AT A POOL TO DISCOVER THAT IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME !!

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO DUDE,...IS BE COOL AND NICE TO ME AND RESPECTFUL,....TREAT ME LIKE A FRIEND,...IT AIN'T LIKE I'VE ONLY BEEN HERE FOR THREE YEARS - I HAVE KNOWN YOU SINCE AUGUST OF 1997 FOR CHRISTS' SAKE,....

GO EASY ON ME MAN,..... MY DAD JUST DIED,... AND MY MOM IS ABOUT TO DIE TOO ,....


ITS OK TO CALL ME AND LEAVE A FRIENDLY VOICEMAIL ABOUT A POOL PROBLEM AND I KNOW ALL LIFE'S GAMES AS I AM THE LAST OF 8 CHILDREN IN A BIG FAMILY - I FULLY KNOW WELL WHEN I AM BEING SLIGHTED OR DISSED !! YOU PERFECTLY HAVE THE RIGHT TO CALL ME ON STUFF THAT IS LEGIT !  - JUST ADJUST YOUR TONE BUDDY !! I'M WAY TOO OLD FOR THIS STUFF NOW,...WE ALL KNOW  THE DEAL - BUT YA CAN'T TALK TO AN OLD GUY LIKE THAT - I'M SORRY ,....I DON'T TALK TO PEOPLE THAT WAY !!

- CLARK

WITHOUT ME WORKING OUT THERE FOR YOU,...YOU WOULD MISS ME ,..AT LEAST IN THE LONG RUN ,...SO REMEMBER ALL THE HARD WORK I'VE DONE !! THAT HAS MADE YOU ALL THAT MONEY HONEY !!


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NOTES; CLARK WENT ONTO WORK 
OVER 8 MORE YEARS FOR THIS ASSHOLE, OFTEN "AVOIDING" HIM, SKIPPING CALLS, TEXTS, ETC,..AND GETTING THE JOB DONE !! ALL THE WAY TIL DEC 31, 2018 / JAN 1, 2019 WHEN THAT NEW CALIFORNIA "SUBCONTRACTOR" LAW KICKED IN
AND CLARK COULD NO LONGER BE A HIGHLY  PAID SUB AND WAS TOLD BY STATE OF CA THAT "Starbucks is Hiring !!!"