And
oh look
the socialists
and youths
have outvoted us again
The Ghetto
And all their fake SSI Checks
Crave their Yen ,..
Oh how they've suffered
but there's commerce in that
and where
so many young girls
are fat ,..
And of course;
"The Intelligencia"
And ,.. So educated, affluent, and afar,..
They linger in their Ivory Towers
Somewhere
and perhaps
over the Pond,..
So well Beyond !
" Where-ever they are !!! "
,... and
here we sit
in mope
time for some dope
and morose
and perhaps we deserve it
as they
four years ago
and on and on it goes
and i am taken to that room
where her
kisses and huge hugs arrived
that day
matured
and then she is taken away
so strange
forever
For that is how God does it ,..
And in the end
I am no better than them
their vote equal to mine
and I ponder in silence
and as I watch the horizon
and I dream of having
just one
close
friend ,...
And then a volcano explodes ,..
And I am only there in eyes
and on the screen
to count the corpses so interesting
and to my right
and to my left
I find
I am not so tidy ,..
just another uneducated
Righty
and then
i am led to that place
where
they throw swords
at Our Lord
And I see in awe
not very impressed
and oh how I complain
about ALL THIS
but never
suffered
quite like He
or did I ?
And
was it even worse ?
And this is all a curse
and all the while
they tell me
its not so bad
and I should be glad
for everything I ever had
DOWN HERE
And for better and or for worse
The humans killed God
put Him on a cross
but again He arose
and from our arrows
and all our pain
and drama
is just insane
To He
So Pray
to Thee
and oh look
the right out-tricked the left
but lost
but then the leftist did his usual best
and failed another test he passed
and committed suicide
or homicide
and to him its
all the same
so lame
a martyr
To be worshiped
in this big game ;
The Matrix
Yes
by the Left
and maybe even
some of the right
but all the while
not real
not relevant
just
fake news
everything is used
and your money too
and maybe your girl
for your world
has been lived a thousand times
or more
905
and all you can do in the end
is
Just pray to that Lord
or honor
the porcelain gods
Oh Look !
Lefty controls righty
wants his money
for his power
shower with pee
and just like the lonely
and this is all so fun
a sunset
trees
wind
and breeze
and followers
and friends
and happiness is a warm gun
it defends
Protection
and ,..
as
it brings THE END
and I crave an orgasm
my day's only pleasure
as I age
with limited treasure
my big moment
my end all end all
and then and just like the rest
it treats me bad
and i feel like shit
Guilty
and the fear
of being behind those bars
And much like Davey
in Head
and God is dead
time to pray to Christ
and make it all right
or go to rehab
for my plight
And when things get rough
I can always enter the Orgasmatron
when porn and prayer
flee
and or
ARE
not enough
but
either way I am alone
undone
Incomplete
not having much fun'
yet tons
in my mind
alone
suddenly I see
an old fiend
and threw this fog
and offer that hug
but its insincere
and he
or she
just merely
sends me on my way
again
and a bitter old senior grandma
pesters me
and bothering me
tackally
as I make my tea
So useless
the old
all they do is die
thats after
they cry and cry
and much like me
and who can blame them
FOR ,....
this was no Heaven here
for this was all ! SO ,... attest
" A Test ! This was all just a TEST !!,.. And from the Emergency Broadcasting Systems and ALL SYSTEMS GO ,..AND THE BURDEN IS LIGHT "
SURE IT IS !
we fear
we may not pass
but probably do
WE MUST !
OR BE TURNED TO DUST !
PERISH IN FLAMES
YES !
IT MUST BE ENOUGH !
WE HOPE ! and pray ,..
just to get through
might be enough
but probably isn't
and you rebuff
it's so rough
some are raped
and some are aped
many are hated
egos deflated
many are envied
and berated
for just being themselves
or when they delve
off into something new
and my best times are always just erased
And by God
and replaced with the usual typical hate
memories
and I deserve it all
but I dream of her
at night
Cindy
and I seek a better life
but not as much these days
and here it comes round the bend
finally
the Rednecks win again
at last
and just like Reagan
back in the days
round and round it goes
it never ends
Taurus battles Leo
and all his friends
and racists are accused
by those who think nearly the same
the kettle is black
and all in His name
and the big machines they count
but in the end
they tell their lies
As they only count her thighs
And yes ! We all Saw and See !
They only count
their own
lies,..
As they discard ours
And
as programmed by Christ
and other guys
and who suddenly realize
the smarter ones in the room
gloom and doom
is what they sell
and that's when it hits me
I have stumbled upon ALL OF IT !
BUT ,..
and you think I'm full of shit
and maybe I am
but what does that make you
AND YOU
AS THIS IS ALL JUST A GAME
that ends with a huge bang
or maybe just black and silence
not even violence
Yes the kettle is black
the kettle is green
and like nothing you've ever seen
and Woody Allen might even go insane
if he read this
but that's all part of the big game
OF LIFE
HERE
On Earth
Get used to it
Mother was an incubator
Father was the contents
but not for me
and maybe just barely
for ye
That's the sign Post Up ahead
And YOU HAVE NOW ENTERED THE TWILIGHT ZONE
There is only skin and bone
perhaps
after all this
so Push Yourself
To that next Plateau
Off You go ,...
- November 2020
Burroughs
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